I want to burn with passion over You!

Lord you have saved me from so much. You are 100% good and amazing and there is no flaw in you. I am weak and trembling and in need of You. I can't do this without You. God tells us and tells us what to do and how to follow Him and yet our flesh still yearns for the world and not Him. The choice has to be made. And it has to be made again and again. I will not live for satan and I will not let him take over my life. I will not fall into sin. God I am sorry for what I did. I will not go back into those ways. There are lies that will come into our lives from satan and other people and we have to choose to not follow those lies or let them take over our lives. God is bigger than all of it. He is stronger than the world. The last 24 hours I have been on my knees crying out to God begging for Him to heal my heart and lead me to a life in Him. Cleansing my soul and pouring God into my heart. Not leaving empty space for satan to fill it. God is stronger than our sin and He wants to use our pain and make it glory for Him. It's not how do I hide my sin or my failures it's how can God use this to make me stronger and more on fire for Him. Where can I go praise His name! How much louder can we scream for Him. There is not just one single action in sin but many many in it. We make the choice in our hearts to sin before we actually do. God forgives our sin and the bible says He forgets about it and goes on loving us. I can't continue to think about my sin each day and dwell in it. But instead realize the craziness and deepness and stronghold of sin and hate it soooo much that we never want to go back! I only want God and never want to feel like I let God down in this way. Turn to God and praise Him. Praise His glorious and powerful name! God saves! He will make our mess a microphone for Him. I am very humbled and feel that God wants me to feel this way and not forget how I feel but to instead live a humbled life praising Jesus' name. Doing everything I can to fight sin and not allow myself to take the steps to sin! There is a path towards righteousness and God and a path towards hell. I am on the road to God and I will not get off. I don't choose sin I choose God. I sinned in my heart and life just like Eve did. The serpent may have tempted her but ultimately did not force her to sin. Satan can tempt us in every way possible but God can save us even more! This is the best fight we can fight! And it is all for God!!! I learn from my past sins and move forward in Christ calling on His name every minute of every day never letting go of His hand!! 24 hours a day I am in Christ and He has a great year ahead for me! Every thought I have, every word I say, every step I take will be the one God commanded me to! I am on fire for You God!!!! I only want You!