All alone?

In less than a month I had all 3 of my sisters move out. Today my final sister left and she is the oldest. She is moving to Chicago and she will most likely never be moving home again. Miranda and Clarissa will be back for breaks and summers still but otherwise it's just me for 2 more years. I am so used to having people around and just always being able to talk to somebody or go do something with one of my sisters. Now they are all gone. All of my neighbors I have been close with have moved away. It seems like it has just been tears after tears and more people leaving. Today I have had a lot of tears. A lot more tears than I expected. One of my sisters is home for the weekend but she leaves tomorrow and is hanging out with friends today. It's just not the same. And to be honest it sucks big time. Things do change and I don't like it. And I have tried to make myself more busy so I don't think about it but then the moment I am not busy all I can do is think about it. The solution is not to sweep it under the wrong. Where does that go? Under the rug until something upsets you again or you are tempted and those things boil up. The is answer is you are never alone God is there for you always. But God isn't standing right in front of me able to hang out with me or physically talk to me or give me hugs. It truly isn't the same and I am not going to act like it is. Cry out to God literally crying and pray as long as it takes. How long most I pray? Can the maker of all the stars hear the sound of my breaking heart? (Hold my heart)! It is such a great song! And the answer is yes He can hear our hearts breaking and He knows the pain. He is waiting for us to call out on His name and He will call on us and love us and He will give us a hug. He will take us into His awesome fatherly arms and love us and protect us from the pain of this world. Last names are just names possibly even temporary names. They will change and go away. But who is your family in the kingdom of God is an eternal thing. They are your family forever and God is your family forever. I pray your family and my family is also part of that eternal family but it is just so important to have an eternal perspective. Don't drown in your misery and pain and don't sweep it under the wrong. If you cry enough and cry out to God realizing how much your deep need for Him is He will hold you. He will hold your heart in His hands and do all He wants to bless you and love you! He wants to love you! No matter how deep the pain is, God is ready to meet you in the exact moment of pain. Take Gods path. No matter how alone I feel there is somebody that is literally ALWAYS listening to my words and my heart and thoughts. He knows me and He loves me and you. We are not alone. I have many brothers and sisters in Christ and the most amazing Heavenly Father!!