I'm exhausted

Tonight I was laying on the couch after being at work for 9 hours my first day back after getting my wisdom teeth out and I had like 20 texts all from different people and I just let out a huge sigh. I just realized I am exhausted I have no real strength of my own. Last night I was feeling really sick and just weak and I just realized I need God. I literally won't make it through tomorrow without on my own I needed God. I am so sick of trying to do things on my own and I truly can't anymore. I need God every instant before I am exhausted and on my knees crying out to God. Before I get to the point of being worn out I should have God in my heart! There are so many wonderful people in my life that I love and care about but I can not in my own time meet with all of them and love of them in my own strength. I want to be able to pour into all of them but I need God to do it. There is no strength in my own muscles and mind but there is in Gods great big and wonderful spirit! We don't have to do it on our own anymore! Sometimes it takes some true humbling to realize how little we can do without and just how BIG God truly is! Tonight I was just amazed at the fact that I can't even understand how big and mighty God is. I just truly can't even comprehend it! He is able of way more than I have any idea. He is so cool:).